is there a group for blog design addicts?!

Well, here I am again for the 6th . . 23rd . . 56th . . ok, ok  . . more like 100th time redesigning the blog. I know, I've really got issues. If I can blame anybody, its Blogger for going & making the new design options & of course all you bloggers with cool, chic blogs. I miss my old {very large} template & can't seem to make it work for me anymore . . boo!
All that to say, please bear with me . . . . I'm experiencing mental technical difficulties . . .